ok... breathe......

Its some rough times around here. I am trying not to become overwhelmed by things, but when people around me are in such negative attitude space, it is hard.

I am trying the best I can to help with things. and i feel completely inaquedate and not good.

Jackson wears me down to the core. Steven is grumpy all the time. He is very unhappy in his life, in general. He feels trapped by me, and especailly by jackson.... and he makes no qualms in making that known. and i just fear that jackson is going to get the feeling that he isnt wanted... and I dont want that.

I am so exhausted by the end of the day, that I dont want to do anything but cry.

*cry*